Been in depression ,since how long i dont know, It drains out all of my talents (i am a very talented female). I am living all of these year as another self,my family don’t recognize it because i became so good in hiding myself that i started doubting my own personality. which ones true? the one who is writing or the one about whom i am writing? I hav everything in my life that I could ask for. Best parents, best siblings, a college life, an intelligent mind, good emotional quotient, perfect long distance relationship with best partner blah blah …..but there is this constant pain in my heart. For what i don’t know? may be the series of incidences or the urge to create best out of me. This is what depression is. I start crying for no reason at all and then blame everything that I have. I feel the happiest a second ago and then feel devastated the very next moment. This change of emotions in your mind make it fatigue. I have friends who are all far away from me ..but again its me who never receives the call or maybe I choose to ignore. Depression is like a black hole it catches up even if u try to escape with the just hope of trying not to get caught in it. I am not even having the courage to ask for psychiatric help because the shock my connections will have is what i am scared of.
Author : AnonymousTags: change of emotions fatigue social stigma